"When I’m hurt, I shut down. I turn into a total sarcastic bitch. I shut off my emotions, and act indifferent towards everything even though it might be killing me inside."
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"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die."

It’s been 13 years, but the pain of yesterday’s still too unbearable. Forever battle between forgiving and forgetting.

"I’m a terrible person.

I’m with someone who’d give me the world if I asked. He’d swear to the skies promising he’ll never leave my side, climb across mountains and swim through oceans just to prove it.

He’d sacrifice his wants for mine. Bear my burdens. Stay up past midnight talking to me on the phone and listen to me cry my heart out in spite of having to wake up early the next day.

He’d say “I love you” without a shred of doubt, like it’s an absolute fact, then laugh afterwards because he knows on the other end of the line he turned me into a blushing mess.

But I keep doubting everything, pushing him away, searching for the hidden intentions of betrayal underneath every single thing he does. Driving myself crazy and paranoid because I believe he’s eventually going to leave me heartbroken and alone like the rest."
I’m So Fucked Up From The Past It’s Also Hurting Him (k.m.)

(Source: kavtea)


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